Being believed in

It's heart breaking to not be believed in. For so many years, and with so much focus on, in the self-help genre and the trends in personal development, I've worked on increasing and solidifying my self-confidence and self-love, just like we're all encouraged to. Yet, the more I am and the more I show my authenticity with honesty, the less believed in I become in Sweden. It's like if I was to express doubts like "I don't know if I can" or "I don't know if I'm good enough", I would instantly become believed in, and getting lots of media attention and opportunities, so others can feel helpful and better themselves. Facing me and my competence, might draw forth your own insecurities or you would have to admit the simple fact that I might know some things better than you. Instead of seeing me as a resource to work with. Instead of breaking me down.

Luckily, my copywriting mentor many years ago, did believe in me, just like I believe in others. How you choose to believe and act, is up to you. But I shouldn't have to constantly pay the price for your shortcomings. Sooner or later, the result will speak for itself. Sooner or later, you will be judged. By God.