Secret suspicions

When I was on my way to Hawaii in 2010, I remember emailing my father to ask about why he had been banned from entering the United States in the 1980's, but I never found out. I was scared that it could impact my stay there, and that I would be questioned due to his possible associations with questionable people, that I knew in my gut, he had met during his many travels to Afghanistan, Iran and the Middle East.

After not having so much contact, less visiting after I was indeed deported, although be it never outspokenly so due to any associations with questionable people, I still have suspected my dad a little, I now visited him this past weekend, alongside my younger brother Peter and his two sons. And now I've found out.

My dad C-J, had been seen on a published photo with Yassir Arafat in Newsweek or Time Magazine. He has always been pro-Palestinian, while I nowadays feel more inclined to support the Jewish population due to the Holocaust, that my grandmother Maria on my mother's side survived. Either way, I try deliberately to stay out of all politics, unless I haven't any actual self-lived experience or witness testimonies to go by.

My dad, has also met one of the 9/11 terrorists and played with him as a young boy, before he became a terrorist. And he has met a female high-jacker, belonging to another terrorist-group, before she became one.

As some icing on the cake, I also learned that our former step-brother in law's dad, used to be a CIA-agent working in Cambodia and Thailand among other places. An American, I was hindered from having contact with when I was detained 2011-12. Was this even why Peter Chiapperino, the BOP-officer in the kitchen, said that "they couldn't know if I was a spy"?

And my dad's late wife's other daughter, has been living with an outspoken Swedish nazi some years ago. So, was also our Swedish Queen Silvia's dad associated with, it's been said. Darkness indeed.

Living in the United States instead, anyone?