Getting done with menopause

On a physical note, I've had a light menopause to deal with. Mine lasted for about 3 1/2 years between 2022 and 2025 and I never had any hot flashes, nor did I feel any specific changes to my mood. I had some sporadic bleedings, that I got help with to regulate. And I've experiened some dryness. I don't attribute my weight gain to this completely, since I've been stopped from eating, sleeping and exercising physically in my normal way for 2 1/2 years through the Swedish state's persecution, by having been locked up and drugged with their medicines of choice and dealing with skin-cancer. Something I'm glad to not have to deal with any longer, but still not feeling safe from.

On an emotional level however, I have to face the sad consequences of being denied income, safety away from my stalker, others' libel, and said persecution for more than fifteen years, which of course is how it has stopped me from working, having a good home, dating regularly and having my own family and children. I can somewhat feel comforted by the fact that I really have been able to heal something profound and been able to reconnect with my inner child through my inner work and travels, but of course I like most women, have wanted to have children of my own with a stable and good husband. Something that now is too late. That brings me grief. But this also means that the people who has caused me harm, has gone against God...